
I completed the following Sermon for St. John’s Episcopal Church in Murray, KY on the Friday before Federal ICE agents publicly executed Alex Jeffrey Pretti while they had him pinned to the ground. However, my sermon references similar cases of violence committed by federal agents and the propaganda of the current administration, and so I did not revise the content to mention him specifically. In addition, I recorded the sermon on Friday evening for my church in case a winter storm caused a power outage in our town.
Sermon for January 24, 2026
Matthew 4:12-23
Some of the most transformative moments in my life were the times when someone treated me better than I deserved. I knew I had failed others, but their mercy and forgiveness quickly pulled me out of my shame.
I once worked at a nonprofit with an extremely challenging director who wanted our marketing firm to send out a series of press releases to the local papers. Before doing that, our director had to give them all the thumbs up.
I was the main point of contact with the marketing firm. Yet, they weren’t replying to my emails or moving fast enough for our director’s liking.
When our director nagged me once again about the press releases, I snapped and sent him an email that was extremely critical of our marketing firm’s responsiveness. That was a teeny, tiny, HUGE mistake. He immediately forwarded my message to the marketing firm, copied me on the message, and added that we needed to work this out.
As you can imagine, I felt like an idiot—a common theme in my 20’s. I was unprofessional and threw them under the bus because of our director. I wrote a very sincere apology, and the lead copywriter immediately replied that it was water under the bridge now. We could move on.
He would have been justified to tear into me. I deserved it. But he very kindly replied immediately and moved on. In the midst of my shame over my failure, his forgiveness was a ray of light that helped me move forward.
We read today in the Gospel about Jesus being a light to people who were living in a land of darkness. I think we all want light and hope to come, but the light and hope that comes in today’s Gospel may give us pause.
While it’s true that people who lived in the ruins of the exile and suffered under Greek and Roman rule had God’s light among them, how much were things about to change? Were their lives about to become significantly better? Were they hoping for something different from what Jesus offered?
And while I’m sure the disciples Jesus called would all say that they wanted God’s light and salvation to come, they also had to make significant sacrifices. They would have to face dangers among violent leaders that made a storm on the sea appear quite tame.
And what did the people who saw this light of God’s hope think? I’m sure they were happy to experience healing and listen to Jesus, but wasn’t all of the healing just a band aid on far more serious wounds that had accumulated over time? And the message from Jesus to repent was directed at them. Why didn’t he tell the Romans to repent first?
As they experienced injustice and suffered the indignity of yet another military occupation in a long history of them, what in the world did they make of Jesus? He seemed promising, but he also was likely confusing, frustrating, and even appeared a bit dangerous. He spoke of God’s kingdom without actually challenging the Romans.
Change was coming, but was it enough?
And let’s not forget that Jesus called men who were largely unlearned, rough fishermen. These weren’t sophisticated, well-spoken, theologically astute, politically savvy men who could wow a crowd. Even after 3 years with Jesus, the book of Acts notes that their lack of education was hardly a secret. What was Jesus thinking by calling this group of misfits to support his ministry while his cousin John, a legit prophet, languished in prison?
Most people in America today have not suffered anything close to what the people of Israel endured throughout their history of military calamities, oppressive rulers, brutal exile, and the daily deprivations of military occupation. If they had any hope left for God to deliver them, it was likely quite faint by the time Jesus showed up on the scene.
The people of Israel, especially in the northern region around Galilee, had suffered a great deal over past and present generations.
And let’s admit that we can understand why they would have found Jesus perplexing. He healed people of their personal sicknesses, but did he address the sickness of their nation? He spoke of God’s Kingdom, but he left John in prison while scraping the bottom of the barrel in their society for his help.
If we let ourselves ask the hard questions that this passage demands, we can see the extreme tension of this moment. Light has come up against darkness, God’s Kingdom has appeared at a time of Roman domination, and Jesus has told the Jewish people to repent as God’s Kingdom draws near.
Jesus started a movement that could only work if his followers left behind the resources of this world and trusted in God. The more they relied on their own plans and resources, the more likely they would turn to greed, political power, or violence for solutions.
We recently celebrated the life and legacy of Martin Luther King Jr. and the Civil Rights movement. While a moving quote on social media may make us feel inspired for a second before the next video clip steals our attention, let’s not forget that King and his Civil Rights colleagues were staring down some of the most concentrated, unfiltered forms of evil that ever walked on earth.
The opponents of Civil Rights included men who thought nothing of torturing and killing a person of color who wanted to vote, who bombed churches where children sat in Sunday school classes, and who resorted to any form of injustice or violence that guaranteed their continued domination in society.
Facing this sort of evil without first unloading our burdens and imperfections through repentance is like bringing a pool noodle to a knife fight. Even if the flaws in our hearts seem as nothing compared to the evil we see around us in our world, we need to be transformed by God’s forgiveness and love to live in and contribute to the kind of world God imagines.
Jesus showed us that the kingdom drawing near means the sick are healed, the hungry are fed, our wealth is shared with those in need, and we treat our neighbors with the mercy and love that God extends to us.
We’ve seen in recent days how the unchecked forces of greed, power, and violence can converge in ways that dehumanize others, divide us, oppress our neighbors, and even leave civilians beaten or shot in their neighborhoods.
We have seen the exact opposite of repentance where the victims of violence were blamed for the immoral actions of others. That is evil.
We can’t hope to face these forces of evil and injustice in our world if we aren’t first transformed by the mercy and love of God in our hearts. King and the members of the Civil Rights movement didn’t just share moving quotes to inspire us to be nice to others. They were being transformed by the love of God in order to meet the violence and injustice of their time.
God’s transforming love begins working in our lives when we repent and receive forgiveness. That’s why repentance is especially relevant today.
Speaking for myself here: From the systems of our society that benefit myself while harming others to the ways I have failed others personally, there’s a lot I can bring to God in a spirit of repentance.
Yet, Jesus didn’t want us to stay in a state of repentant sorrow. He called everyone to repent first, but then he asked them to tell others about God’s mercy and pay that mercy forward.
When we repent and receive forgiveness, especially forgiveness that shows mercy beyond what we think we deserve, we can experience freedom. A weight has been lifted from us, and new possibilities emerge in the light of God’s mercy and love.
Repentance is only a first step that sends us on a new path forward beyond our failures and imperfections. It’s the first crack of light in the darkness. And as we call out to our most merciful God, we find mercy and forgiveness.
God knows we need to carry that mercy, generosity, compassion, and love into our world. We can participate in God’s mercy we have received as we face those seeking fulfillment through power, violence, and injustice.
We can participate in the real Kingdom that rules by taking notice of the overlooked, healing the weak, welcoming those in need, and giving power away. Who in our circles of influence can we notice, serve, or welcome?
In recent weeks I have felt fear, anger, shame, and despair. The last thing I have thought about is repenting of my own sins and failings. Yet, that is exactly where Jesus began at a time of far worse injustices and violence.
We come to God to receive mercy, healing, and forgiveness because these are the very forces we can use to restore a world that is drowning in greed, power, and violence.
Photo by Jean-Baptiste D. on Unsplash
You can also view my recording of the sermon at the Diocese of Kentucky website.
- Click on “Vimeo / Diocese of Kentucky Video Sermons”
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